once upon a december...

i've had that Anastasia song stuck in my head on and off for a few days now... lately i've been thinkin about all the things i take for granted... i figured out how to play 'I Run to You' on my guitar... i really miss my little brother Joey, but at the same time i'm kinda nervous for him to come home... Mike and Ashley crack me up... I really miss having a basement to run to, to hide from the world and watch a chick flick when i feel like crying, my laptop in the front room just isn't the same... i'm gonna miss snow cones when the summer is over... how am i supposed to prepare a 10 minute talk on teaching my children to pray when i dont have any children? hello... i'm really glad that Amanda and I are friends again, we have so much in common... sometimes i'm pretty sure that there is some missing link in my brain... i just lost my burts bee's somewhere in my bed, that really sucks... last year for Christmas i got a sock monkey, he is currently staring at me sideways from on top of jewelry box i got for Christmas a few years ago... i bought a bunch of fabric to make a quilt for my bed, it's gonna be gorgeous... there actually is something funny about a one eyed bunny... what the crap?! i have no idea how to make a quilt... the finishline guy that drives a harley is mysteriously attractive, maybe its the tatoos? nah, that cant be it... it sometimes freaks me out that i am a quarter of a century old... i think it might be a quarter-life crisis... i cant sleep because i cant stop sneezing, allergy medicine doesn't seem to be working, lame-o... sometimes i think it would be nice to just feel a guy sleeping next to me, othertimes i wonder how married people can be so un-closterphobic... i miss the feeling i used to get when my Mom drove me to Janell's house, the tickle bumps dont really tickle anymore... sometimes i think it's books and movies that have skewed my perception of love and romance, but most times i know its actually the example of my married brothers and sisters that have done that, i doubt i'll ever find what they have... man i sound pathetic right now... is it me, or are corndogs the most genius idea ever? i love them... i'm not a farmer and to be honest, most cowboys creep me out... i miss the days when i could get away with wearing my David Bowie Labyrinth t-shirt, he's so sexy... that Brad Paisley is one funny guy...